today is a good day to ignore all of my responsibilities. i’m quitting life and just eating oatmeal and drinking coffee in bed with my cat and netflix.
i’m also trying to ignore the fact that i’m probably going to have to drop two out of three classes i’m taking right now because i’m so behind.
sooo how fucked up is this?
my mum and dad got a divorce out of nowhere in december. she has never told me why she wanted a divorce or anything.
and she is now officially dating my little brother’s best friend’s dad. and i assume this has been going on for at least a year. shitty fucking shit.
HONESTLY
writing papers while drunk is the only way to do it.
(especially while writing about your own artwork)
guys! my dad gave me some of his jeans from the 80s and i think they’re swell! he also gave me a ton of his other clothes from when he was in bands in the 80s. so tons of striped shirts and whatnot.
loadz of stress guys. omg. please just let me get through these next couple months.
oh and thnx dillons! working 495865940 hours is EXACTLY what i wanted to do for spring break! ( i know i need the money but still… i wanted a fucking BREAK)
just from friday - tuesday i have 40 hours, then i have a day off and work 12 more. long week ahead.
i super envy people who don’t have to have jobs while in school.
hopefully on my day off i can do something fun outdoors, take some photos, start some projects. i do have two papers to write for school, plus drawings and such.
on the bright side, the weather is great :) and i’m alive. so. there’s that.
the house i grew up in. my mom is selling the house because it’s part of the divorce agreement.
the tattoo is about halfway finished. IN PROGRESSSSSSS. it would probably be done but they scheduled this old lady to get a cross tattoo at the same time i had my appointment. SooOOOoo we started like 2 or 3 hours late. And the earliest i could get in to get it finished was april 28th. oh wellz
woke up to the fedex guy banging on my door, interrupting my weird dreams. (i had floral wallpaper though) BUT he brought my screw-mount lens adapter for my canon 7d. SOooOOOO that means i can now use all of the lenses i have for my film cameras with my digital camera! AHHHHH. i am so fucking excited. i will be able to use all of the lenses in the photos above with my canon 7d now. WOO. The telephoto lenses are what I’m really excited about. Hopefully I can get some good photos of the moon and stars.
i went to the thrift store yesterday and a lady who worked there came up to me and asked me if i liked vintage clothing…and of course i was like YAH yes yes yes i do. So, she asked for my phone number and whenever they get anything small and vintage in she’ll give me a call. i also picked up a great (huge) coat, a dress, shoes, belt, earrings, and a shirt for $10.25. then i went to class and found out that i get to do my presentation LAST. uhg. why. i’d rather not be last but WHATEVZ. AND i actually hung out with someone last night! we got lemon beer and she showed me a bunch of taiwanese stuff. i can’t say i didn’t want to be home by myself the whole time. BUT HEY. i least i actually interacted with someone for a couple hours.
the weather is so beautiful here today. i walked to quiznos to buy a diet coke and a sandwich and now i’m going to clean the fuck out of my house. it’s a huge wreck. HUGE.
and then i’ll ride my bike to work and my mum and sister will pick me up when i’m off :)
also, i hit my head on my bedroom door the other night because i was trying to run away from my cat and i’ve got a huge bump and it hurts lyke m@d crzzy
just spent 5 1/2 hours in the ceramics lab.
rode my bike home in the cold and dark. BRRR guys!
i’m all alone until friday night, when my mother and sister are FINALLY coming to see me.
i won’t see ryker until saturday though. HMMPHH.
also, this shirt was a lovely salvation army find. they always have great cat stuffz!
i love my mircat! i’ve never met anyone else in my entire life who i can relate to so much. i luvz u BBY!!
well, i have a huge paper to write
4 one hour drawings
and then i work at 4 :(
This weekend I bought ingredients to make blueberry waffles, clam chowder, slow roasted tomato and roasted red pepper soup, breakfast burritos and spicy thai shrimp salad! I figure we’ll have enough leftovers to last us the whole week. I’m super tired of going out to eat all the time. fuck shitty fast food.
i decided that i am going to allow myself
to skip each of my classes ONE time this semester. just ONE.
so, i’ve already skipped ceramics once. and i’m about to skip math.
i’ve got two other classes left. 2 more days of skipping until May?! i hope i can do it. haha.
okay but srsly, i would be completely fine with going to math if i had a ride there :( i walked to figure drawing this morning and about died. when i got there eye make-up was smeared ALL over my face from the snow/wind. worst part is, no one told me! I was in class for an hour and we finally took a break and i went in the bathroom and was like OH COOL. LOVE ALL THIS BLACK SHIT ON MY FACE.
